As a matter of what might be called happenstance, I am in the middle of a big mess right now. It is not easy for me, and I am having a really hard time with it. It has to do mostly with two females I know who are not on the best of terms right now. I have been placed inadvertently in the middle and now am being accused of things myself - which I really do not appreciate.
It kinda makes me feel like a kid with the divorced parents trying to turn the child against the other parent... only its a little different.
Its hard for me to be objective, because of some other circumstances, but this is something my life really didn't need right now. I was just starting to feel good- and seemingly have found a possible new church family... and now I'm just worn out... all since Sunday! That is crazy!
Sometimes I wish I could just do what my best friend wants me to do and move to Indiana! But running away would not solve the problem- even though its not even my problem. It would probably just leave others out to dry, and I could never do that to someone.
I miss the simple days of IWU sometimes. I had my friends, I knew who they were, and I rarely got into arguements with them (and If I did, they lasted about 2.5 seconds). I LONG for friendships like that here... not friendships with people who seemingly cannot be trusted, or friendships that have alterior motives. Those ones are not high on my priority list.
Keep me in your prayers. My mom seems to be doing better on a better and more satisfactory note.
It kinda makes me feel like a kid with the divorced parents trying to turn the child against the other parent... only its a little different.
Its hard for me to be objective, because of some other circumstances, but this is something my life really didn't need right now. I was just starting to feel good- and seemingly have found a possible new church family... and now I'm just worn out... all since Sunday! That is crazy!
Sometimes I wish I could just do what my best friend wants me to do and move to Indiana! But running away would not solve the problem- even though its not even my problem. It would probably just leave others out to dry, and I could never do that to someone.
I miss the simple days of IWU sometimes. I had my friends, I knew who they were, and I rarely got into arguements with them (and If I did, they lasted about 2.5 seconds). I LONG for friendships like that here... not friendships with people who seemingly cannot be trusted, or friendships that have alterior motives. Those ones are not high on my priority list.
Keep me in your prayers. My mom seems to be doing better on a better and more satisfactory note.
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