I'm giving up on men, I think. Maybe it is my lot in life to be eternally single and lonely. I have a lot of alleged friends, but never get to see them or never have anyone to hang out with. They are all too busy for me. I have my dog. He's never too busy for me. However- I am fed up with men treating me like shit (sorry about the verbage, but I'm really pissed right now)! I can't take it anymore. For instance, why would (repeatedly) I have men act interested in me, only to have them just abandon me at the last minute. Its the story of my life and I'm sick of it. I wish I could say I'd rather be alone... but I hate it. I hate being alone, I hate living far away from some of the best friends I've ever know, and I hate that I don't have someone to come home to. That's just be being honest. I hate it that men think that THEY are the catch, and that I'm not a treasure. I'm just venting. I went for a walk and forgot even where I was so I...
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I'm not sure where to start. Lately I've been feeling really crappy and lonely lately. This is the most vulnerable I've been on here for a while. I'm meeting a lot of guys lately that seem to be interested... But after one date or casual meeting- nothing. Case in point: Patrick. I met Patrick a few months ago. We talked a lot, mostly online and then texted constantly. He was a police officer (or so he said) and we went out on a date. We met for drinks at a restaurant. Anyway, we were really hitting it off- I thought. I figured for sure if he kissed me at the end of the date that would be a good sign. He did...he even said it was going to be hard to say goodbye to me all the time (yeah- he got me good with that line, along with "I can't believe no one has snatched you up by now"). After we parted on the date, he texted me 15 minutes later and we went back and forth for something like 5 hours. He was contacting me every day for that first few weeks...
So I had to write about this today. I hope this makes you laugh. I was watching the Today show this morning when something cracked me up. They were talking about Tim Russert and doing a little memorial to him. At the end, Meredith Veiera said something that amazed me. I'm paraphrasing- but it went something like this "to quote the Lord's Prayer, 'my cup runeth over.'" I thought "Are you kidding me?!" At least if you're gonna try to quote the Bible, get it right!
So I'm a slacker. Not a whole lot going on here. I did think even though most of you have facebook and have seen the haircut I'm sporting these days that I'd post a few pics. I have gradually gotten my hair cut shorter, and at more of an angle. I love my hairdresser! She always knows exactly what I want!
There has been a lot of talk now here in Michigan about what the Pistons should do next to be able to at least make it to the NBA finals again, and hopefully win a championship. People are saying trade him, him blah blah. Yeah, I think there are some players that maybe the pistons don't need (all bench players- Juan Dixon, Hermann, etc)... however, I'm thinking that there is something better that they could do. GET AVERY JOHNSON as head coach. The pistons need someone that commands respect from them. I'm not quite sure anymore if Flip does that. He's a great coach, has a great offensive mind, but just maybe... maybe the Pistons need someone to motivate them. In case you've heard any other "experts" throw this out (which I haven't yet-) I have proof that I thought of this weeks ago. Just ask my friend Mario. Okay- so he's not here. But I'm just saying! I said it before anyone else! Come on Joe D- Whatta ya gonna do?