Heart

So I have had multiple people say to me that they think I have a good heart. They say something like this "You have a good heart. I just wish you would let more people see that about you."

Here's the problem with that:

I have many times allowed people "in." I've allowed people to see into my heart. You know what has happened? A lot of bad things. My heart has been broken and stomped on. I've been taken advantage of, stolen from, and mistreated in other ways. Disappointed... over & over again. Not just romantically either. This has happened to me with people I thought were my friends.

This is very difficult for me to deal with. It has made me really have problems with trusting people.

This is not uncommon. For a long time I shut myself off completely from meeting new people.  I have been better lately but it is something that I have to work on. I'm really, really trying. No matter what other people might think.

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